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I last posted on July 9. [14 May 2007|11:25pm]
[ mood | content ]





My life has changed quite a bit since then.

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"you're drunk..." "and you're SEXY" [09 Jul 2006|02:03pm]
Since Sandra and Meghan have yet to get out of bed at 2 pm, I will take the opportunity to do a tiny post.


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Last night we went clubbing in Barcelona with Meg's distant cousin and a couple of his friends. We got home at six in the morning, a tradition we have upheld for at least one night in each city.

Perhaps that is why the others are slobbing in bed. (Although usually I'm the last one to get up...)

Party party party party.

Lovey wovey.
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[05 Jun 2006|11:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]

27 to 7. Rigggght.

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[29 May 2006|11:19pm]
Funny how the process of attempting to open windows only results in straining, sweating, getting even more hot, and then failing. Not necessarily in that order?



Oh for the rain and the gray skies and the chills of beautiful England.
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[26 May 2006|11:28am]
So much tea.

So much beer.

So much boat.
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stress [09 May 2006|05:40pm]
Sometimes I think if I had bigger problems, then the fact that I'm stressing over stupid things wouldn't add to my troubles.



Stupid stupid stupid.



Why can't I be a better person?



Remind myself:
alalalala life is wonderful
upset John

[07 May 2006|05:47pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

How much of what I feel is real and how much is what I've been taught I should?

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[03 May 2006|10:42am]


and my arms are like anchors now
and my lips are like books that you've already read
upset John

[23 Apr 2006|06:14pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Funny how the biggest, most important and life-changing decisions are the easiest ones for me to make.

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country songs [04 Apr 2006|06:23pm]
How can you believe me when I say I love you when you know I've bene a liar all my life I changed her oil she changed my life I keep forgetting I forgot about you I flushed you from the toilet of my heart if my nose were full of nickels I'd blow it all on you why I'm just a bug on the windshield of life I'm so miserable without you it's like having you here my wife ran off with my best friend and I sure do miss him here's a quarter call someone who cares she got the gold mine and I got the shaft you can't have your Kate and Edith too I still miss you baby but my aim's getting better I wouldn't take her to a dog fight 'cause I'm afraid she'd win please bypass this heart she got the ring and I got the finger you done tore out my heart and stomped that sucker flat if you leave me can I come too my every day silver is plastic I"m th eonly Hell mama ever raised one her teeth was stained but her heart was pure darling oh she's lookin' better after every beer I haven't gone to bed with ugly women but I've woke up with a few & she won't get under me until I get over you get your biscuits in the oven and your buns in the bed damn her black heart and her pretty red neck get your tongue out of my mouth because I'm kissing you goodbye I don't know whether to kill myself or go bowling if the phone don't ring you'll know it's me oh no she's acting single and I'm drinking doubles if love were oil I'd be a quart low I liked you better before I knew you so well you're the reason our kids are so ugly we used to kiss on the lips but now it's all over it ain't love but it ain't bad how can I miss you if you won't go away if you don't believe I love you just ask my wife I'll marry you tomorrow but let's honeymoon tonight I want another shot
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I am a beast. [30 Mar 2006|06:20pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

find out where I got into college behind this cutCollapse )

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[28 Mar 2006|06:30pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Official policy on personal secrets:
As long as the person you tell knows that it's a secret, everything's okay.

upset John

College boys. [20 Mar 2006|05:12pm]
So today I got a letter from Smith that is not an official acceptance but which informed me that they chose me for some special program where you do research with a faculty mentor (for which you get a couple thousand dollars stipend for two years) and also get $5,000 a year for four years just because.
Which is really exciting.

However, I don't think I can give up boys. Why make a school with such amazing greenhouses lack that 50% of the population that make up the majority of my friends?
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Hey why not... [15 Mar 2006|05:10pm]
- list 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
- don't say who they are.
- never discuss it again.

1. I was sorry until I lost all respect for you. In my opinion, you are certainly going about things the wrong way.
2. I am attracted to your intellectualitivity, and feel kind of weird about allowing myself to feel anything else.
3. You actually are fairly annoying.
4. You are an amazing and wonderful friend, but I occasionally wish that happened more often. Or had fewer interruptions. I sometimes want to let you deal with your own consequences. Mostly not.
5. When I tell you to stop, I am absolutely one hundred percent serious and my temper is up and I might just punch you out.
6. Sometimes I think you are the most wonderful person ever. Really, how do people not notice?
7. I wish you would stop getting in these stages. It makes you really obnoxious and makes me want to have nothing to do with you, which is clearly not how I want to feel. Also, we should talk again. Although that sometimes scrambles things up. Gah.
8. I like to actually do things when hanging out with you, otherwise I get bored.
9. I'm so glad I have you to be close to and have no attraction in the way. Although sometimes I think you need what will happen next year.
10. I love you.
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Just because I don't really have anything better to do... [08 Mar 2006|11:19pm]
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This is Rummy. [05 Mar 2006|05:06pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

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[26 Feb 2006|08:16pm]
Does anyone want to go to a Jamie Cullum concert on Sun March 26? $22.

I do.
upset John

Johari Windows! [15 Feb 2006|11:18pm]
I was really lazy before, but I've realized that these things are extremely worthwhile.

Please do mine!




...And now I have to go pee.
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[22 Jan 2006|10:22pm]
Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 Guilty Pleasures" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 Guilty Pleasures as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. silly really badly written young adult novels about teenage angst
2. country music
3. pressing the snooze button at least 5 times
4. following links from people's profiles
5. cuddling

Tagged:
Lydia
Ben
Sandra
Sonni
Chris
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[03 Jan 2006|07:04am]
When it rains, it pours.
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